Friday, December 28, 2007

Selamat Datang 2008 Selamat Tinggal 2007

Hanya beberapa hari sahaja dari sekarang tahun baru 2008 akan menjelma tiba. Biasanay setiap tiba tahun baru ramai yang membuat resolusi. Ramai yang membuat azam. Kadang-kadang ianya tertunai tetapi kadang-kadang kena postpone. Mak tak pernah membuat azam. Apa yang terlintas di kepala mak yang datang mak buat. Macam tahun 2007 ni. Mak tak berazam pun nak make over, snappy-snappy dan post pic mak kat dalam internet. Tup-tup mak buat apabila ada kesempatan. Tentu uols dah tengok pic mak kat dalam mynyah. Hmm......maybe tahun 2008 nanti ada kesempatan lagi untuk mak make over dan snappy-snappy. Atau mungkin mak tinggalkan langsung dunia Cding ni. Siapa tahu kan?

Mak nak ambik kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan selamat tahun baru kepada uols yang membaca blog mak ini. So apa azam uols?

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Ladyboy

Mak ambik ni dari satu blog tentang ladyboy.


Ladyboys come in many categories as to how far they really want to become a girl. Some are happy with just dressing up and behaving and being treated as a girl and do not want to alter their body in any way.

Some take the female hormone estrogen or combinations of drugs containing estrogen and other drugs, which have the effects of making small breasts and nipples develop, making your voice higher, reducing body hair, distributing your body fat which gives you a more feminine shaped body and also when taken over a long period of time shrinking your penis. However it does not reduce facial hair so much, and those ladyboys and katoeys that want to decrease their stubble usually have many sessions of electrolysis hair removal.

Between these types there are some who take hormones and have breast implants, and some who don't take hormones but have breast implants.

Then there are some ladyboys who really want to go all the way and make the complete transition to female by undergoing extensive hormone treatment and having breast implants and genital reconstruction. But on the whole most ladyboys do have a penis and enjoy sex with men.

For me to be a ladyboy it's enough just to dress as a girl, I don't want to physically alter my body in any way. Technically I am known as pre-op ladyboy, and someone who has had an operation is known as a post-op ladyboy or a newhalf.

Nearly all - well probably all ladyboys are gay - so we like men, although I have met some who like both men and women.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Mak Make Over

Baru-baru ini mak dapat kesempatan untuk satu sesi make-over. Sorang kenalan mak yang juga nyah, telah membantu untuk solekkan mak dan lepas itu posing-posing. Hm,, so mak dapat tengok wajah mak jika dilahirkan sebagai seorang perempuan. Uols tengoklah pic mak itiew dalam website nyah malaysia.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Website Nyah Malaysia

Mak nak bagi tau kat uols that ada one website khusus untuk nyah dan admirer mereka especially di Malaysia. Since mak tulis blog ni, rasanya dah empat minggu website itu wujud. Mak jumpa secara kebetulan sewaktu mak chat kat MIRC and one chatter bagi kat mak URL website itiew.

Mak kira ok la website itiew. Kira-kira lebih kurang myspace lah uols. So, mak harap uols yang nyah or minat nyah, comelah join. Mak pun ada tulis blog kat sitiew. Uols boleh visitlah website itiew dengan klik DI SINI. Mak pun dah join and kalau uols nak cari maknyer profile carilah cdreena

Friday, August 31, 2007

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kebangsaan ke 50

rupanya dah lama mak tak update blog ni. dah lama juga mak tak dress kerana tidak ada kesempatan. tapi nantilah mak nak post gambar-gambar mak untuk tatapan peminat uols yang melawat blog mak nie.

mak nak ucapkan selamat menyambut Hari Kebangsaan kepada semua rakyat Malaysia.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Crossdressing fantasy

My crossdressing fantasy is 90% sexual, and are often connected with sexual excitement. There are several stages from crossdressing to bisexual acts, morphing from one into another, but I am confident that I'm not gay, and in the real life I do not want to encounter all of these actions. My sexual preference is woman, and only woman.

Self crossdressing is about freedom of choice, excitement and the probability of passing (= go to public undiscovered). I image an attractive, sometimes conservative dress, and image to go for shopping or travelling, being a tourist somewhere else in the world. This is the illusion that I could be someone else, someone who is just a visitor without id. I can take pictures and movies about myself, and nobody knows that I'm not a girl.

Forced crossdressing is about defencelessness. I'm a submissive male with 1-2 dominant women. We are having sex each other, but on one condition: every time I have to be more and more feminin (starting from the invisible parts e.g. g-string and stocking, through the hideable parts e.g. bra to the obvious skirts and high heels). I have to go often into the public, shop clothes for myself in the women's department. The domination can be extensive (definitely not wanted in real life): I have to take extreme photo-shots, I have to show myself as women to my collegues, and I have to date, flirt and indulge men. Sometimes it is connected with forced womenhood and magical transformations.

I can't be transsexual, because I couldn't stand hormones and surgery, that means I'm crossdresser (or transvestite). Unfortunately these desires all not always sexual related. There are times when I'm watching women clothes, and I would say: "I'd be pretty in that".