My Lingerie Collection

Beberapa keping foto posing mak yang lama-lama. Mak pun tatau bila mak ambik pic ni but at one of the hotel in Malaysia la. Mak just post kat sini for your eyes. 

Body stocking ni mak beli in the 80s kat sebuah lingerie shop on 3rd floor The Mall Shopping Complex. Dulu that shop terletak kat one of the jalan nak masuk Parkson.

Bustier ni from Victoria Secrets

From fetish of a crossdresser

Ni first time mak try pakai heels. Tambah pula heels ni memang mak punya taste. But heels ni bukan mak punya. It belongs to another crossdressing friend. We meet up kat one of the hotel kat Ipoh

From fetish of a crossdresser

Seksi tak? But oowwww....perut mak tuu....alamak.....

From fetish of a crossdresser

Ni pula mak ambik masa kat Seri Malaysia JB. All the dress tu baru je mak beli masa tu. Sales punya kat Holiday Plaza. Ni kira mix n match la ni. 

Thigh High Boots

Apa Jadi Bila Mak Chat Kat MIRC

Sejak hari Ahad mak dok chatting kat MIRC. Dah lama pun mak tak chat kat situ. Kalau chat pun mak tak guna nick nyah ni. Mak guna nick lelaki mak. Tapi kali ni mak guna nick cdminat nyah. Menang ada juga la jantanz yang send message kat mak. Mak tak kisah jantanz ke lelaki ke atau pompuan. Mak layan semuanya. Tapi memanglah ramai yang chat kat MIRC tu ada tujuan untuk seks saja. Ada juga yang memilih. Nak yang muda-muda. Tu taste masing-masing la.

Hari ni pun mak masuk MIRC lagi sebab mak agak free sikit. Mak ada terima msg dari luar negara gak harini. Satu dari Australia dan satu dari Jakarta. Yang satu lagi, seorang businessman dari Bangla tetapi datang dan berurusan di KL. Mak nak citer tentang yang dari Australia dan Jakarta. Bagi menghormati privacy mereka, mak tak catit nickname dia orang kat sini. But maybe ada diantara pembaca blog mak ni yang kebetulan chat dengan dia orang maybe dapat agaklah siapa dia.Sebab mak rasa tentu skrip dia orang agak sama je.

Yang sorang ni katanya dari Melbourne. Dia nak datang KL tahun 2010 untuk urusan bisnes dia. Dia cakap kat mak wife dia orang Indon dan ada keinginan untuk main dengan dua orang lelaki sekaligus. Tetapi sehingga kini dia tak buat lagi sebab malu. So mak pun offerlah diri mak dan dia cakap kat mak, mak boleh main dengan wife dia dan dia sekali. Wow, ni mak rasa satu offer yang baik punya. Dia juga offer mak main backdoor isteri dia. Ni satu-satunya yang mak tak pernah buat lagi dan mak rasa, mak tak akan buat. Walaupun dah ramai orang offer nak main backdoor mak atau suruh mak main backdoor dia orang, mak tolak.

Dia ni cakap nak datang KL lebih kurang bulan Mac 2010 dan minta mak cari pompuan atau nyah untuk 3some dengan dia. Hmm.....mak rasa macam mak hayam pula. Hahahaha.........

Seorang lagi yang chat dengan mak from Jakarta berusia 28 tahun. Dia pun cakap nak datang KL tahun 2010 dan minta mak ajak seorang lagi nyah or girl untuk 3some dengan dia. Dia ni lebih berminat dengan nyah yang dah berusia. So mak jatuh dalam kategori taste dia . Dia ada hantar gambar dia kat email mak dan bila mak tengok pic dia. Berdegup jantung mak sebab handsome. Memang taste mak gitu. Rasa-rasa macam nak fly gi dan peluk dia. Dia nak datang KL dua malam saja. So rushing sikitla. Dia cakap kat mak suruh ajak nyah datang dan have fun kat bilik dia. Mak pun tak tahu siapa yang sudi. Dulu mak ada juga seorang crossdresser  yang minat untuk 3some tapi now dia dah jauh kat Malaysia Timur. Jadi, ada sesiapa nak offer ke? Dia tak kisah kalau dah berusia. So, jika ada sesiapa nak offer ikut mak jumpa dia, hantarlah mesej kat mak. Mana tahu ada rezeki dapat bertiga dengan dia.

My Space Friend's Pics

Mak upload dua keping foto ni yang mak ambil dari profile salah satu friend dalam Facebook dan My Space. Mak memang minat dengan lingerie yang macam ni. In future mak akan upload lagi pics lingerie macam ni.  

Mama Nyah Veteran

Pagi ni kat Kuching hujan lebat. Cadang nak gi jalan-jalan kat Waterfront untuk ambil gambar untuk blog terpaksa batal. So lepas breakfast mak naik je ke bilik,strip naked dan duduk mengadap laptop. Buka Tagged untuk check sama ada sesuatu yang baru. Tagged mak pun dah ramai orang minta nak add friend tetapi mak tatau mengapa page tu tak boleh load. So mak tak dapatlah nak add new friends tu.

Mak pun dah lama tak check My Space so pagi ini bukalah. Masa browse mak tengoklah profile-profile untuk cari mana-mana yang baru. Macam biasa, mak lebih berminat untuk cari profile nyah juga. Mak jumpa this one profile mama nyahveteran yang masih mengancam. Auwww. At 40s masih lagi bergetah, mak salutela.Ni kira status mak Datinlah,walaupun dah berusia tetapi masih maintain. Sorry mama nyah veteran cos mak tulis dan upload pic u nouk kat blog mak ini.

Profile mama nyah veteran

Nak tengok the rest visitlah profile mama tu.

Lingerie Fetish dan Pesta Lesbian

Kerana teringin nak pakaian panties, dia sanggup mencuri. Ni pun kira crossdressing fetish juga la. Dia mencuri pakaian dalam orang lain untuk dipakai. Mungkin fetish dia ni minat kepada pakaian dalam yang sudah di pakai.

Mak pernah gak masa chat ada chatters minta panties dan bra wife mak yang sudah dipakai danbelum basuh. Fetish macam ni teransang dengan bau si pemakai. Ni berita yang mak ambik dari Harian Metro.

SALEM (Oregon): Seorang lelaki yang disyaki perompak ditahan dalam sebuah garaj dengan hanya berseluar dalam, kata polis.

Lebih mengejutkan, seluar dalam itu bukan miliknya.

Syerif di Marion County menerima panggilan daripada seorang wanita yang berkata, teman lelakinya menangkap perompak dalam garaj mereka.

Syerif berkata, lelaki itu tidak memakai apa-apa kecuali seluar dalam wanita berkenaan.

Mereka kemudian menemui beg plastik yang penuh dengan pakaian, seluar dalam, kasut dan barang perhiasan wanita dalam garaj suspek tidak jauh dari rumah mangsa.

Suspek berusia 47 tahun itu dituduh merompak, mencuri dan memiliki bunga api secara haram. — Agensi

Front page Harian Metro on the same day juga dimuatkan tentang lesbian dan gay yang menganjurkan pesta poolside pra merdeka kat salah sebuah hotel di Jalan Bukit Bintang. Baca beritanya di SINI.

Mengapa Lelaki Crossdress

Solan macam ni memang biasa ditanya kerana lelaki memakai pakaian wanita adalah sumthing yang pelik dan luar tabie. But there is nothing bila pompuan pakai pakai pakaian lelaki. Ni mak post satu pertanyaan dari salah seorang member dalam SgGurls. Member yang post pertanyaan ni memang mak kenal melalui laman cyber dan mak pun selalu gak chatting dengan dia kat Yahoo Messenger. Berikut mak copy and paste apa yang dia tulis kat SgGurls tu.

Does wearing all these sexy clothes make you wanna suck or buggered by someone else?

As I first started out dressing, I'm never even thought of having sex with a man but after yrs of dressing, I seemed to want to be touch and feel "protected"

The desire to get one with other have become so strong these days that I go out searching for preys...has this ever happened to someone else?

PS : I have only blow 2 guys..never been "entered" before.

hmmm...i seem to have the same problem sis...

The more I dressed up,the more I wanna be admired by men,even oggled at.

I want them to want me when they see me....I had a few encounters that I was approached by men,they praised me,said how sexy i am,and i felt like just giving my body to him.

Some sistas here say that that act of mine is just a classic case of a slut...hehee,how right they are...actually,i was trying to be one. And being slutty too is not of my choice.

In the beginning I just dress up to be sexy,to be a bit feminine...but as days goes by,i get hornier and hornier and that leads me to be slutty in dressing and in character....

And what do you mean by searching for preys? If you mean like purposely wearing sexy stuffs and pose yourself to the other gender,hoping they come to you and do it with you,or at least tease them with your sexiness...then i think u and me are a lot the same...

PS:- I think we met b4 at Hougang ,right sis....maybe we shud meet again and "search for preys" together...hehee

Koleksi Lingerie

From Crossdressing Album

From Crossdressing Album

From Crossdressing Album

Heels And Boots Fetish

Dari kendras_heels

My hubby loves to cum on my high heels and boots when we are having sex. Of course, I make him lick the cum off and then kiss me so I can taste it, too.

He secretly (he thinks) also cums inside my boots and high heels when I am not home. I have yellow cum stains inside all of my boots, high heels and even leather gloves. Sometimes they are still damp from his cum load when I slip them on. I figure its just his way of marking his territory.

I also have an extra pair of black leather boots and black high heels that I keep at work. I know that someone or several are pleasuring themselves with my footwear at work. There are new cum stains in them and sometimes they are still damp and sticky when I slip them on. I just slip them on like I don't notice, walk around the office for the donor to notice and then leave. It kind of makes me hot and wet knowing that someone has been sniffing my boots and heels, jacking off thinking of me and cumming in my footwear, hoping it was my mouth or pussy.

Nikki

Tentang Pondan Di Kota Kinabalu

Pada mulanya mak baca satu artikal tentang Sex Tourism yang disiarkan dalam sebuah akhbar tempatan di Sabah. Then mak terasa nak blog tentang perkara itu. Tetapi mak tak beli paper tu sebab baca kat lobby hotel je. Malam ni mak carilah secara online tentang artikal itu. So inilah yang mak jumpa. 

Mak jumpa sebuah blog Kopivosian yang menulis tentang Lorong Gelap Kg Air. Memang pun Kg Air ni kira macam red light district la kat bandaraya Kota Kinabalu ni. Mak ingat lagi beberapa tahun lalu Kg Air ni macam pasar daging mentah selepas pasar malam tutup. Sehingga lewat pagi gadis-gadis dari negara jiran memenuhi sekitar kawasan lapang tempat pasar malam itu. Mereka seperti apa yang mak ketahui berasal dari Indon. Bagi lelaki mata keranjang memang sukar nak pilih kerana ramai yang cantik dan muda-muda belaka. But now suasana tu dah tak ada lagi. 

Kat Kg Air ni memang aktiviti malamnya tidak lengang. Maknyah mencari makan, perempuan ori cari makan pun ada but maybe tidak mengetastekan la unless bagi mereka yang sangap atau terlalu gersang.

Berbalik kepada blog tadi ni mak petikla sikit and the rest uols bacalah ye? Mak pun malas nak tulis panjang-panjang. 

The presence of “pondans” or transvestites are usually around Kampung Air and Asia City where in pairs and dressed in skimpy clothing, high heels, they try to attract customers.

Friendly to men but wary of women, the pondans will wave and call out to passing vehicles or passerby. During weekends, they are as popular as “hotcakes” and it is often that one can witness the actual price bargaining scene between ’seller’ and ‘buyer’.

“Pondan” is a term used in the Bahasa Malaysia language to describe a biologically male person who appears to be female by wearing women’s clothes and make-up. This person talks and acts like a woman. Most people find it hard to distinguish them from biological females. Selebihnya uols bacalah kat SINI.

At one time tu memang mak ada kenal dua orang pondan kat situ. But now dah lost contact dah. Everytime mak ke KK memang nak cuba cari juga dia orang.  

Sex Party Lagi

Tentu uols masih ingat tentang kes polis menyerbu dan menahan mereka yang menghadiri pesta seks diambang tahun baru yang lepas. Apa yang lebih menghangatkan berita itu ialah turut sama ditahan dua orang personaliti, seorang pembaca berita Astro Awani dan seorang lagi artis. Kita dah tahu siapa pembaca berita tersebut tetapi artis yang kena itu masih lagi tidak di kenali.  Akhirnya kes tersebut diubah sebagai kes di bawah akta dadah. 

Hari ini dalam Star Two dimuatkan artikal tentang pesta seks itu. Artikal pertama bertajuk 'That kind of party' ditulis oleh IanYee. Artikal yang berkaitan ialah 'Behind closed door' oleh Nasa Maria Entaban  dan satu lagi "Over exposed' oleh Sharmila Nair. Over exposed memuatkan pengakuan-pengakuan beberapa remaja tentang aktiviti seks party ni. 

Mak tak naklah nak copy and paste beberapa petikan dari artikal itu. Nanti terlalu meleret pula blog mak ni.Tapi kalau nak tengok detailsnya, uols boleh klik dan baca but it is in English la uols. 

Lingerie And Glove

Lingerie celoreng ni mak beli masa mak pergi ke Kuching tahun lepas. Mak tak ingat nama kedaitu tetapi ia terletak di Wisma Pelita di bandaraya Kuching. Masa tu mak stay kat Harbour View berhampiran dengan Waterfront. Secara kebetulan laptop mak masa tu tak boleh access WiFi kat hotel. Signal dapat tetapi mak tak boleh log on ke internet. So mak pergilah cari kedai untuk baiki. Tulah yang bawa mak ke Wisma Pelita tu. 

Mak memang pantang nampak kedai jual lingerie ni. Mak masuk dan macam biasalah, sales girl akan tengok mak semacam je. Tapi mak buat derk je. Belek-belek lingerie yang mak berkenan. 

harga lingerie ni memang mahal. Lagi seksi lagi mahal. Macam juga panties, lagi kecil lagi mahal. 

Lingerie yang mak beli ni sebenarnya sales. Mak rasa just RM 45.00 saja. So mak ambik berdasarkan kemampuan mak pada masa tu. 

Then mak jalan-jalan dan masuk pula kedai jual manik koran tu. Cadang nak beli stokin hitam. Mak memang minat dengan stokin hitam. Seksi. Masa belek-belek tu, mak ternampak sarung tangan. Tengok harganya, alamak. Murahnya. Tau tak? Just RM 7.00 sepasang. Tu yang mak beli. 

Balik bilik, apa lagi, mak terus strip dan pakailah lalu berposing-posing and snappy-snappy.

 

Pesta Seks Kena Cekup

Di ambang tahun baru 2009 lalu tidak ada pesta seksdi Johor seperti yang dihebohkan di akhbar. Tetapi sebaliknya ada satu kat KL uols. Tapi pesta ni taklah heboh macam nak buat kat Johor. Ia akan mula heboh selepas berita they ols kena cekup. Ada pula tu pembaca berita kat stesen TV swasta. And sorang lagi tu artis. Waa....artis pun turut serta. Tentu jadi hot pick. Maklumlah selebriti. Mak rasa they all no patut bersyukur sebab kena cekup D7. Kalau tak tentu diaorang ni kena kenduri. Ahaksssss...... Baca berita selanjutnya. Kosmo melaporkan DI SINI.

Dua-dua gambar di bawah dicedok dari Berita Harian Online dan The Star Online. 

 

Kecelaruan Gender - Panjang

Gender poser dalam The Star.

Wednesday November 26, 2008

Gender poser

THE DOCTOR SAYS
By DR MILTON LUM

While the causes of gender identity disorders are still disputed, one thing is certain – these patients need care and compassion, rather than discrimination.

A PERSON’S sex is defined, at the time of birth or soon after, by an inspection of the external genital organs (or anatomical sex).

The term “gender identity” refers to the person’s feelings as to whether he or she is male or female. “Gender role” describes how people publicly express themselves in their clothing, appearance, conversation, body language and behaviour.

A person with gender identity disorder (GID) has a marked discordance between his or her anatomical sex and gender identity. The person has cross-gender identification, with a desire to live and be accepted as a member of the opposite sex. In short, one who is identified as a male may feel like and act like a female, and vice versa. The common descriptive terms used are effeminate men and “butch” women.

It is important to distinguish gender identity from sexual orientation – which is the sex that one is attracted to – such as heterosexual, homosexual or bisexual. The proportion of the latter in people with GID is not different from those who do not have GID.

Data from Europe reports that one in 30,000 adult males and one in 100,000 adult females seek sexual reassignment surgery due to GID. There is no published data on the prevalence of GID in Malaysia. However, Zulhizzam’s study of GID among male students in selected public institutions of higher learning in the Klang Valley provides some insight. Sixty-eight cases and 175 controls responded to self-administered questionnaires. Of the GID cases, 55 (80.9%) were Malays and 13 (19.1%) were non-Malays. Their characteristics included persistent cross gender roles in social or play activities (58 or 85.3%); spoke or attempted female speech (51 or 70.6%); displayed feminine-like body and limb movements (48 or 70.6%) and insisted on being treated or accepted as female (35 or 51.5%).

Some were disgusted with their own genitals and were willing to get rid of it (13 or 19.1%) and some had attempted to change their sexual characteristics by taking female hormones (13 or 19.1%). What is of concern is that high risk sexual behaviour was increased in GID cases (52.9%) as compared to controls (16.4%), with homosexuality, the most common sexual practice.

Causes

Although the causes of GID are still the subject of debate, there is evidence to suggest that the basis is neurobiological. Some believe that the physical and mental health of the affected person’s mother when pregnant plays a role in the genesis of GID. Others believe that there is an altered reaction between the foetal brain and the sex hormones in early pregnancy. Differences have also been found in the brains of male-to-female transsexuals.

GID has also been attributed to developmental problems in early childhood. Adults with GID have reported differences in child-rearing practices as compared to those without GID. Male-to-female transsexuals reported that their fathers were less warm, more rejecting, and controlled excessively. Female-to-male transsexuals reported that both parents were more rejecting and less emotionally warm, but their mothers were more overprotective.

GID is recognised as a medical problem. The various types of GID, according to the World Health Organisation classification are listed below.

Transsexualism is defined as “a desire to live and be accepted as a member of the opposite sex, usually accompanied by a sense of discomfort with, or inappropriateness of, one’s anatomic sex, and the wish to have surgery and hormonal treatment to make one’s body as congruent as possible with one’s preferred sex.”

Dual-role transvestism is defined as “the wearing of clothes of the opposite sex for part of the individual’s existence in order to enjoy the temporary experience of membership of the opposite sex, but without any desire for a more permanent sex change or associated surgical reassignment, and without sexual excitement accompanying the cross-dressing.”

Gender identity disorder of childhood is defined as “a disorder, usually first manifested during early childhood (and always well before puberty), characterised by a persistent and intense distress about assigned sex, together with a desire or insistence to be the other sex.

The diagnosis requires a profound disturbance of the normal gender identity; mere tomboyishness in girls or girlish behaviour in boys is not sufficient. Gender identity disorders in individuals who have reached or are entering puberty should not be classified here but as psychological and behavioural disorders associated with sexual development and orientation.”

The diagnosis of GID is complex as the phenomenon is not homogenous. The diagnostic criteria for GID (transsexualism) include strong and persistent cross-gender identification that extends beyond a desire for perceived advantages stated in the preceding paragraph.

GID in children is defined by four or more of the following characteristics: a desire to be the other sex; preference for cross-sex roles in play or preference for cross-dressing; persistent fantasies of being the other sex; intense desire to participate in stereotypical games and pastimes of the other sex; and strong preference for playmates of the other sex.

Boys loathe their penis or testes and rough play, believe their genitals will disappear, and reject male toys. Girls reject urinating in the sitting position, stress that they will grow a penis and do not want to grow breasts or menstruate, and dislike feminine clothes.

Adolescents and adults may experience the following: desire to be the other sex; frequent passing as the other sex; desire to live or be treated as the other sex; has the typical feelings and reactions of the opposite sex; and persistent discomfort with his or her sex or sense of inappropriateness in the gender role of that sex. Adolescents and adults may be preoccupied with getting rid of their sexual characteristics, and may believe that they were born with the wrong sex.

Treatment options

People with GID have significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other areas of functioning. There is a range of treatment options available, such as hormone therapy and sex reassignment surgery, for which the patient will be given counselling. Psychotherapy is essential as it will help in decisions about progression to hormone and surgical therapy.

Sex reassignment surgery (SRS) may be considered when the doctors supervising treatment are convinced of compliance with strict eligibility criteria. The surgical procedures for female-to-male SRS include removing breasts, the uterus and ovaries, and the construction of a penis and scrotum.

The surgical procedures for male-to-female SRS are removal of the penis and testes, construction of a vagina, breast augmentation, reshaping of the nose and throat and facial remodelling.

Not everyone requires or is suited for SRS. The factors contri buting to satisfaction include young age, strong family and social support, and successful surgery.

There is considerable social stigma attached to GID. This is sad as those affected need multi-disciplinary medical assistance. Society needs to be less judgmental and more caring and compassionate. This will go a long way in helping those who are in a situation that is not of their making.

Dr Milton Lum is chairperson of the Commonwealth Medical Trust. This article is not intended to replace, dictate or define evaluation by a qualified doctor. The views expressed do not represent that of any organisation the writer is associated with.

Panties Dalam Bekas Bilik Faizal AF4?

Semua posting dan gambar mak cedok dari blog artis Malaysia.

Without wide publicity, Akademi Fantasia reality show finalist season 4, Fazial AF still active in showbiz around Malaysia. However, in main time, girl`s panties in Faizal AF previous bedroom (in his relative house) hotly been debate in blogsphere. It remind of his previous gossip, Faizal AF also been accuse seduce other man wife and take away from her husband.

To get accurate information, Media Hiburan (MH) face to face with Faisal AF, Kak Aida (Faisal AF FC chairman), Ridz (Faizal AF personal assistant) and ‘other man wife’ that been gossiped for explanation. This wild gossip had been drag for 2 years.

The girl panties in Faizal AF had been found by Faizal AF mother under Faizal AF mattress. It believe that panties was own by pervious Faizal AF relative. Faizal AF relative, who was a teenage girl stay in that room in previous years.

Kak Aida (Faisal AF FC chairman) said:

“Selepas tamat di akademi, Faizal mengambil keputusan untuk tinggal dengan saudara-maranya. Sebelum Faizal menghuni bilik tersebut (salah satu bilik kediaman saudaranya) selama sebulan, bilik itu telah didiami oleh adik perempuan keluarga saudaranya. Emak Faizal pula akan melawat Faizal di rumah itu jika mempunyai masa lapang. Kebetulan bilangan penghuni ramai di rumah itu, Faizal mengambil keputusan untuk berpindah ke rumah lain setelah diminta oleh emaknya,”

“Dipendekkan cerita, sewaktu berpindah, seluar dalam wanita dijumpai oleh emak Faizal di bawah tilam Faizal milik ahli keluarga berkenaan.Saya hairan bagaimana isu itu diketahui oleh orang luar. Pun begitu,isu itu sudah lama diperkatakan dalam buletin forum gosip and blog artis malaysia. Cuma baru-baru ini ia dibangkitkan terutamanya menyentuh tentang isu seluar dalam. Ada segelintir forumer membuat spekulasi sendiri dan menulis serta mendakwa Faizal membawa perempuan ke bilik lamanya itu,” ujarnya lagi.”

Mak Make Over

Baru-baru ini mak dapat kesempatan untuk satu sesi make-over. Sorang kenalan mak yang juga nyah, telah membantu untuk solekkan mak dan lepas itu posing-posing. Hm,, so mak dapat tengok wajah mak jika dilahirkan sebagai seorang perempuan. Uols tengoklah pic mak itiew dalam website nyah malaysia.

Bigender?

Saya anggap diri saya sebagai seorang crossdresser sahaja. Tetapi apabila orang tengok gambar saya dalam myspace, they ols ingat saya maknyah atau shemale. Hmm....maybe saya ni photogenic kot dengan pose-pose keperempuanan itu (perasan). Actually saya ni taklah macam maknyah-maknyah yang cute dan beautiful itu. Saya ni just an ordinary male who have a fetish for lingeries especially bra, panties, heels dan nighties. Just lately saja saya cuba menjelajah untuk mengenakan pakaian lain yang menambahbaikkan fetish saya untuk crossdress ini.

Baru-baru ini saya menerima satu email dari t-magazine di mana saya register untuk mendapat newsletter mereka. So salah satu bahan yang mereka hatar ialah mengenai istilah transgendered yang mana mereka gunakan bigender. Bacalah apa yang mereka hantar pada saya di bawah ini.

We have been in a constant struggle for identity. Our bodies and our spirits do not mesh. It matters not if you are m2f, f2m, or intergendered, one fact is clear, we are in some way both male and female at once. We may look like one sex and think like the other, or we may have body parts of both. In one way or another our true sex, our gender, is both, and neither. I have come up with a more apt description for us all, BiGender. Since some of us do not wish to go through with the final phase of gender reassignment, for fear of complications, or cost, and some of us are happy to leave well enough alone and live between male and female in some way, a true description of us would be to say that we are BiGendered people. BiGendered: To have both male and female facets of your being, To be physically both male and female, To have the mind of one gender and the body of the other. Since modern medicine cannot fully 'transform' a male into a total female, or a female into a total male, Bigender is the best description of us all. I cannot honestly say I am in transition from one to another, since the word means that at the end I will be completely female. I know that I will never carry a baby in my womb, I will never have a monthly period, and I will never go through meneopause. I am BiGender, born male with a female soul. I continue my quest to become more female each day. But truth be told, I am now, and shall always be.... BiGendered.

Nasib Lingerie Fetish

Minggu ini ada dua berita yang aku baca tentang masalah lingerie fetish ni. Berita pertama aku baca dalam Mstar tentang seorang lelaki yang mencuri coli dan dikenakan denda 3 bulan dan yang kedua seorang lelaki berusia 31 tahun dibelasah hingga terpaksa menerima rawatan di hospital Sultanah NurZahirah, Kuala Terengganu kerana mencuri seluar dalam wanita. Lelaki itu mendapat kecederaan di bahagian muka dahi, dan mulut. Semua itu hanya kerana mencuri sehelai seluar dalam wanita.

Kisah pertama tadi pula berlaku di Pulau Pinang dimana seorang buruh berusia 43 tahun, yang ditangkap semasa cuba melarikan diri dengan dua pasang coli yang diselit di dalam seluarnya dan lelaki itu dipenjarakan tiga bulan oleh mahkamah majistret. Dia telah mencuri coli tersebut di sebuah rumah di Taman Ai Itam, Lebih Air Itam pada 1.45 pagi 28 Jan.

Chong Lean Hin, dari Air Itam mengaku bersalah mencuri coli tersebut, yang berjumlah

RM10 milik dua adik beradik. Chong ditangkap oleh bapa wanita tersebut semasa cuba melarikan diri.

Menurut fakta kes yang dikemukakan pegawai pendakwaraya Cif Inspektor Mohd Fadzli Napiah, Chow berada di luar rumahnya ketika dia melihat Chong mengambil coli berwarna kelabu dan kuning cair, yang disidai di atas pagar rumahnya.

Bagi aku orang seperti ini bolehlah dianggap "sick minded". Ramai juga orang yang ada lingerie fetish nie (macam aku juga la ) tapi taklah sampai mencuri. Maybe orang seperti ini gemar pada pakaian dalam yang sudah dipakai dan ada bau badan wanita. Dunia dunia.

Gambar sekadar hiasan

Lelaki Pakai Thong?

Melawat Lamanweb Gay

Malam ini aku buka website persahabatan untuk gays. Aku bukannya gay tetapi bisexual. Namun demikian aku minat juga membaca kisah-kisah tentang golongan itiew. Memang banyak juga laman tentang gay yang aku lawati dan ada juga menjadi member. Aku minat tengok gambar-gambar lelaki yang macho dan jambu, khususnya yang memberikan pos-pos yang seksi. Walaupun dalam laman yang aku lawati itu tidak ada pic ahli yang bogel tetapi ada yang hanya memakai underwear sahaja. Aku bukan sekadar minat tengok pic lelaki naked dan mempamerkan cik dickynya tetapi juga fesyen-fesyen underwear lelaki yang seksi.